today....4/4/09....is the 4th month tat im in single life...
该如何说呢？？
前几天，忽然想起你，也不小心掉了几滴眼泪！！
今天，四月四日，第四个月我离开你!!
想起我们曾经的快乐。。
想起我们曾经的甜蜜。。
但是，一切也就只剩回忆！！
现在，我的心真的很平静，就算是我前几天哭的时候，我也是哭得很和平！！
我不是对你不舍，只是在怀念我们的曾经拥有！！
这么多段恋情里，我只是感觉得了你给的才是‘爱’。。。
谢谢你曾经爱过方丽群！！
谢谢你舍得放开方丽群！！
相信我，虽然我们不再有可能在回一起！！
但是，我们绝对可以成为朋友的！！
等待时间。。洗去我们的回忆！！
等待时间。。安抚我们的心情！！
等待时间。。安排我们的真命天子或天女给自己！！
那个时候，最了解我的，最好的朋友，肯定非我们莫属了！！
谢谢你，萧竹伟！！
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
oohh....im in the loreal hydrafresh face search o...
jus now...i view hui chian's blog...she written there she was in the finalist...
so..i tot wanna to vote her...
but...when i went to tat website...
i saw my face was under her photo...haha...^^
honestly...i really felt shock..when i saw my face under there...
cos..i din even noe when is the preliminary contest is...
still remember tat....during i took tis photo... it was the BUNKASAI NIGHT....
i pass through their both....n they stop me to take photo....
so...i took lol...
how i noe...today im in the finalist liao...
but then...in tat finalist...there are so many leng lui o...
so....actually..felt so yong sui tat my face appear at there...
hehe...^^
anyway...if u guys not mind to vote me....
jus click in the web...n vote me lol...
hehe...^^
my name is...fong lai kuan
tis is the URL link.... http://www.malaysiantoday.com.my/loreal_vote.html/
jus now...i view hui chian's blog...she written there she was in the finalist...
so..i tot wanna to vote her...
but...when i went to tat website...
i saw my face was under her photo...haha...^^
honestly...i really felt shock..when i saw my face under there...
cos..i din even noe when is the preliminary contest is...
still remember tat....during i took tis photo... it was the BUNKASAI NIGHT....
i pass through their both....n they stop me to take photo....
so...i took lol...
how i noe...today im in the finalist liao...
but then...in tat finalist...there are so many leng lui o...
so....actually..felt so yong sui tat my face appear at there...
hehe...^^
anyway...if u guys not mind to vote me....
jus click in the web...n vote me lol...
hehe...^^
my name is...fong lai kuan
tis is the URL link.... http://www.malaysiantoday.com.my/loreal_vote.html/
My Tummy
tis few days dunno wat happened la...
my tummy lk got problem....
i ate very little stuff onli...ady veli veli full liao...
yesterday i ate KFC wit wah wah at the noon...
i can full until the midnight...
but...i oso hv my dinner...n supper la..
until tis morning...i felt full oso...
the stomach lk...so many stuff inside....quite suffer de....
help.....
wat happen wit my tummy ar..??
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
today....im having a persentation at 8am cls...
i hv set the alarm at 6.30am & 6.45am...but....i miss both of it....
at 8.10am....my fon rang....
once i heard the fon rang....i noe wat was happening ady....
sook wah call me...
she ask me...where m i....??
oh...shit....!! i told her im late.....OMG......
i scream....n i shout my mom to woke up...
thn i went in to the wash room to brush my teeth....
i din even wash my face...i jus apply sum water on my face n ran back to my room....i dressed up my formal dress...thn i urge my mom to fetch me to uni...
jus in 5 minit time....i settle all my thing...
normally....im using 1 n half hour which is 90 minit to ready myself... today...jus 5 minit....jus 5 minit....
bcos of...jus 5 minit...
i forgot to wear my contact lens n i din even bring my spec to uni oso...
so....my world is so blur...
hehe....^^
gosh.....
nicol r damn flusteration la....
haih....
when reach to the cls...
i cant find my groupmate...i not dare to walk....i stand at the corner...n i call sook wah bring me to their place...
cos...i really cant c.....every1 faces r blur....
wat so lame is...joseph tot tat im fooling him...
he tot tat....im kidding wit him bcos today is april fool...
lol...
haih....
so...u all wanna to noe hw was my presentation...??
i can told u....
it was very very worst....
the most worst presentation tat i ever done in my life time.....
the lesson tat i had learn is...
no matter how well prepared tat u done...
ur nervous will spoil all ur thing....
without eye contact....i cannot do a well presentation....
without eye contact...i m more nervous...
without eye contact....i lk no spirit to comunicate wit my audience...(cos i cant even look in their eye,i dunno hw was their respond)
as a conclusion...i end up wit a super duper hyper worst n nervous presentation...
so sad....
i hate myself
i hv set the alarm at 6.30am & 6.45am...but....i miss both of it....
at 8.10am....my fon rang....
once i heard the fon rang....i noe wat was happening ady....
sook wah call me...
she ask me...where m i....??
oh...shit....!! i told her im late.....OMG......
i scream....n i shout my mom to woke up...
thn i went in to the wash room to brush my teeth....
i din even wash my face...i jus apply sum water on my face n ran back to my room....i dressed up my formal dress...thn i urge my mom to fetch me to uni...
jus in 5 minit time....i settle all my thing...
normally....im using 1 n half hour which is 90 minit to ready myself... today...jus 5 minit....jus 5 minit....
bcos of...jus 5 minit...
i forgot to wear my contact lens n i din even bring my spec to uni oso...
so....my world is so blur...
hehe....^^
gosh.....
nicol r damn flusteration la....
haih....
when reach to the cls...
i cant find my groupmate...i not dare to walk....i stand at the corner...n i call sook wah bring me to their place...
cos...i really cant c.....every1 faces r blur....
wat so lame is...joseph tot tat im fooling him...
he tot tat....im kidding wit him bcos today is april fool...
lol...
haih....
so...u all wanna to noe hw was my presentation...??
i can told u....
it was very very worst....
the most worst presentation tat i ever done in my life time.....
the lesson tat i had learn is...
no matter how well prepared tat u done...
ur nervous will spoil all ur thing....
without eye contact....i cannot do a well presentation....
without eye contact...i m more nervous...
without eye contact....i lk no spirit to comunicate wit my audience...(cos i cant even look in their eye,i dunno hw was their respond)
as a conclusion...i end up wit a super duper hyper worst n nervous presentation...
so sad....
i hate myself
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
tis sem....is damn boring..
i dare to tell....i din learn anything from the course tat i did for tis sem...
basic photography---my skill of capturing photo r not improved...dunno learn wat oso...learn sum shuttle speed, F num, ISO.....(but...now everything are auto dy, so..i wont use it,it wont affected me oso)
study skill---teaching me how to understand my learning style,to evaluate myself...all tis stuff..
since form 2 i ady noe....
since form 2 i found myself ady...
since form2 i m clearly understand who m i, wat m i...??
if now i onli learn..?? too late le ba...
malaysian study---no nid to say lol...is definitely same wit form 6 pengajian am...waste my time,waste my energy,waste my spirit,waste my money.....
visual com---learn wat is colour...?? how to match colour....common sense ba....
but....i hv learn font size la...the onli new thing i learn lol....
sociology---lagi tak payah cakap....super duper wasting....i din learn anything from here oso....to noe bout migrant workers..??to noe multiracialism...??Mmm....noe ady liao la...common sense oso....
tis is the 5 subject tat i took...
tis sem almost end le...
but...i learn ntg....
felt empty...
everybody lk so busy on tis n tat....
me..??
so free neh....
haih....
wat to do...??
felt lk...study mass com are not meaningful la..
felt tat...engineering,IT are much more interesting...more thing to let me learn leh...
hehe...^^
but...impossible i will go in tat field...
cos i m definitely noob on technology/digital stuff....
haha....^^
wat i hope is....there are sumting new & interesting tat can let me learn...
more tough...i more enjoy...
i dun lk the feel of empty la...
now my heart is empty liao de la...
summore wanna let my life empty meh..??
dun la....pls....
i dare to tell....i din learn anything from the course tat i did for tis sem...
basic photography---my skill of capturing photo r not improved...dunno learn wat oso...learn sum shuttle speed, F num, ISO.....(but...now everything are auto dy, so..i wont use it,it wont affected me oso)
study skill---teaching me how to understand my learning style,to evaluate myself...all tis stuff..
since form 2 i ady noe....
since form 2 i found myself ady...
since form2 i m clearly understand who m i, wat m i...??
if now i onli learn..?? too late le ba...
malaysian study---no nid to say lol...is definitely same wit form 6 pengajian am...waste my time,waste my energy,waste my spirit,waste my money.....
visual com---learn wat is colour...?? how to match colour....common sense ba....
but....i hv learn font size la...the onli new thing i learn lol....
sociology---lagi tak payah cakap....super duper wasting....i din learn anything from here oso....to noe bout migrant workers..??to noe multiracialism...??Mmm....noe ady liao la...common sense oso....
tis is the 5 subject tat i took...
tis sem almost end le...
but...i learn ntg....
felt empty...
everybody lk so busy on tis n tat....
me..??
so free neh....
haih....
wat to do...??
felt lk...study mass com are not meaningful la..
felt tat...engineering,IT are much more interesting...more thing to let me learn leh...
hehe...^^
but...impossible i will go in tat field...
cos i m definitely noob on technology/digital stuff....
haha....^^
wat i hope is....there are sumting new & interesting tat can let me learn...
more tough...i more enjoy...
i dun lk the feel of empty la...
now my heart is empty liao de la...
summore wanna let my life empty meh..??
dun la....pls....
Sunday, March 29, 2009
就在前一天就感觉到了，在27当天总有些不开心的东西会发生。。。
在27号的凌晨收到竹伟的信息。。他告诉了我27号是什么日子！！
我竟然敢敢的忘了这27号！！
其实。。我一直就觉得27号是一个很重要的日子！！
只是，我忘了。。我忘了这个日期！！
是好的还是不好的呢？？
同样的，在生日会后朋友告诉了我一件事情。。。让我无法入睡了两天两夜。。
没那么夸张啦！！就两晚都在4点后才能睡得着咯！！(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
我朋友告诉我，有人在背后说我很爱kacau人！！
就是那种kacau男人的吧！！
不知。。。
我朋友叫我不要太容易相信人！！
可是，我就是那种把所有人当朋友。。对所有人毫无戒心的！！
我就是相信你们嘛！！
让你们看看一个心理测验，是我昨天才玩来！！
都是说我的性格的！！
自由奔放的霸道主义者野象从小就生长在丛林里，非常热爱自由，高大醒目的外表很是抢眼，这类型的 人开朗乐观，自由奔放，颇得众人的喜爱，豪放起来有点不拘小节，不了解你的人可能会被吓一跳哦！你具有积极进取的精神，为人坦率直接，行事果决，不管遇到大事还是小事，都不会犹豫，越能激发你的斗志。【如何排除人际烦恼】你有点小小的霸道，有时候让人很反感，建议你最好控制一下自己的坏脾气，多为别人着想，人际关系才会更加顺利，此外，开玩笑要掌握好分寸，少跟小心眼的人混在一起，即可避免不必要的麻烦。【对异性的态度】你能大大方方地跟异性相处，很容易交到男朋友，你的霸道主义有时会让另一半受不了，也很可能会脚踏两条船，唯有心胸宽大的异性，才能给你完美的爱情。【职业预测】你的领导欲超强，不管什么工作都能得心应手，最适合自己当老板。
这个还蛮准的，但是，它说我会一脚踏两船。。。我可没有很赞成。。！！
在27号的凌晨收到竹伟的信息。。他告诉了我27号是什么日子！！
我竟然敢敢的忘了这27号！！
其实。。我一直就觉得27号是一个很重要的日子！！
只是，我忘了。。我忘了这个日期！！
是好的还是不好的呢？？
同样的，在生日会后朋友告诉了我一件事情。。。让我无法入睡了两天两夜。。
没那么夸张啦！！就两晚都在4点后才能睡得着咯！！(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
我朋友告诉我，有人在背后说我很爱kacau人！！
就是那种kacau男人的吧！！
不知。。。
我朋友叫我不要太容易相信人！！
可是，我就是那种把所有人当朋友。。对所有人毫无戒心的！！
我就是相信你们嘛！！
让你们看看一个心理测验，是我昨天才玩来！！
都是说我的性格的！！
自由奔放的霸道主义者野象从小就生长在丛林里，非常热爱自由，高大醒目的外表很是抢眼，这类型的 人开朗乐观，自由奔放，颇得众人的喜爱，豪放起来有点不拘小节，不了解你的人可能会被吓一跳哦！你具有积极进取的精神，为人坦率直接，行事果决，不管遇到大事还是小事，都不会犹豫，越能激发你的斗志。【如何排除人际烦恼】你有点小小的霸道，有时候让人很反感，建议你最好控制一下自己的坏脾气，多为别人着想，人际关系才会更加顺利，此外，开玩笑要掌握好分寸，少跟小心眼的人混在一起，即可避免不必要的麻烦。【对异性的态度】你能大大方方地跟异性相处，很容易交到男朋友，你的霸道主义有时会让另一半受不了，也很可能会脚踏两条船，唯有心胸宽大的异性，才能给你完美的爱情。【职业预测】你的领导欲超强，不管什么工作都能得心应手，最适合自己当老板。
这个还蛮准的，但是，它说我会一脚踏两船。。。我可没有很赞成。。！！
The Earth Hour
today went back uni to support the earth hour event...
i din capture any photo...
but.. is a meaningful event...
i lk it very much...
to protect the earth...is our responsible...
but...they are sum1 make me so angry...
wat makes me angry is...
i heard a rubbish reason from 1 of my fren...
he dint switch off the light for tat hour..
he gave the reason is...
they are 1 of the housemate which is the future doctor..
he is studying...so....cant switch off the light...
bloody 'doctor'.....dun la b doctor...
the basic to save the world u oso dunno...
how u goin to help a ppl...??
u even dunno tat global warming are harmful to ppl...
hw u goin to treat a ur patient...??
who tat stupid bastard doctor ar...??
i wish him fail all his subject...n failed to b com a doctor...
he is not qualified to b a dctor la.....
the most earlier guest reach my hse...
arrrr...open ur mouth plss..
stupid loong ar.....act 'L' again...u r not la...
yea....here u guys...soli for not really hv time 应酬u guys ar....but...thanks for attend ar..
wow.....delicious.....ya...forgot to tell....my birthday party is a steamboat party ....^^
haha....^^ wat a funny view....cos...it was raining la...soli le...委屈u guys le....
my whole bunch of gf( high scol fren)....hehe....^^
ooo....nice kiss....
my lovely family are here.....hehe....^^but...my elder brother is not in o....
ucsi gang....
ucsi gang again........ haha...^^
yeah...tis is bandaraye group....hehe...^^
haha....^^ tis is....smk puterijaya group....
me n wen wen...my best fren....muacksss.....
ooo...the angkasa group....but..im not angkasa la....
jossie n nicol....
aiya...bala eye closed liao...watever la...as long as im taller than u...haha...^^ 
strawberry.......
all dirty liao.....still hv alot of playing cream de photo....wit who...?? faster sent to me o...hehe...^^
YEAH.....tis was my course mates.....love u guys.....thanks for attend my party....^^
stupid brother...act stupid again...haha...^^
haha...^^ aunty's son...
haha...^^ tis is de daddy who having 4 childrens le...young daddy isit..??
haha...^^ using my cousin's baby to act happy family...hehe...^^ dunno i can hv a happy family in the future onot leh..??
wat a gal hopes for a good life is to get a happy family...haha...^^
my primary scol fren here.....^^
cool man...wat pose isit...??
haha...^^wat a nice big breast....haha....^^
on...no......!!!!
act cute.....hehe....^^
ooo....act cool la...??
tis is nicol best fren....wen jin....to hv tis fren is a give for me oso....hehe...^^ 
lol....wen wen ar.....open my leg till so big...wan rape me meh...??dun la....shame shame de...hehe...^^tis is my 21st birthday....
it really a great party for me...
thanks for all my fren tat attended in my party....
n soli....if i really not 应酬 u guys very good....
the 1 who i really nid to thanks is my parent...
i love them very very much...
family is the 1 who never left nicol at the side...
no matter how sad m i...
no matter how bad m i....
they are always at my side...
these days....really alot of sad thing are surrounding me...
dun worry...daddy mummy...ur gal will b tough de....k...??
i promise u n promise myself...haha....^^
my red eggs jelly...
grandma is helping to pack all the red eggs jelly...
the red eggs jelly was in the fridge le.....
haha.....^^ bogel de.....
mama....preparing the fresh cream...
mother' fren are helping out for the cake decoration....
almost finish de la.....but...still bogel....hehe...^^ 
yeah...start dressing le.....^^v
look at the clock now....is 12.30am....not noon....is midnight....
another problem occur....every1 are thinking of...how to put the cake in the fridge....??
father are placing the cake in tat fridge.....
c...how sexy was my doll cake are....hehe..^^
yeah....side view of the cake....
c....tis is my 21st birthday cake....nice...??
thanks for aunty...
thanks for mama...
end up all tis decoration at 1.30am....
hehe...^^
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