isit sex so important to guys..???

Mmm...suddenly felt wanna to wrote bout tis kind of post...
but....im not insulting any 1...n... no offend....k..??
i jus suddenly felt tat i wanna to talk bout tis....hehe....^^

well...how should i start...??

ok....isit sex so important for guys...??
i noe...sum of u might think tat it was equally important to gal oso...

but...for me...i dun think so...
i dun think tat sex is important to me....
for me...sex....is jus a process to make baby,for reproduction purpose only...

but...i believe tat...for guys...."no sex,no life"...m i rite...??

for guys...they get in a relation bcos of sex... however,
for gals....they having sex bcos of the relation....

i noe...sum of u might think tat...gal nid sex oso...
but i dun think so...n...fren tat surrounding me(i mean gal) is having the same thought wit me oso...

we all r simple...our mind is so purity....hehe...^^
n i believe most of the gal oso lk tat....

gals...actually do not lk to hv sex...
they r not enjoy at all(i guess)....
n now...i sure u guys r thinking of....

'y gal will hv sex wit his love 1 n the intention is not for reproduction....'

tis is bcos...
gals wanna to please their love 1...
gals jus wanna to fulfill their love 1 desire...

gals always are the stupid animal...
gals always willing to do anything to their love 1...
included their parents, child, husband or boyfriend...as long as the gal love him/her

but guys...do u ever think bout ur gal...whn u wanna to hv sex wit her....(i saw tis sentence frm a mail)

yea...do u...???
r u sure tat...ur gal will happy...??

here was a passage written by a guy( im not sure whether it was true onot??)
n it written in mandarin...so soli for those who cant read mandarin
n...i m lazy to translate it into english....

basically...tis passage is telling bout a guy wanna to hv sex wit his gf, n the gal has agreed...
tat gal agreed is not bcos of she wanted to hv it...is bcos she wanna to fulfill her bf desire...
during the process...tat guy saw his gf expression is jus onli scare n afraid..!! at last...the guy stop it...cos... he felt guilty....since tat day...the gal love tat guy very much...she appreciate wat her bf done for her....



""一个男孩的心声： 当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐　惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意
过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!

男孩子,你们听见了吗?""



yea...finish reading...??
gals..so sad rite...??
sad of..not every guy can do tat...
n i think tat...sum guys might scolding me now...
they felt tat all these are nonsense..n..i m BULLSHIT-ing...m i rite...?? r u scolding me now..?? ^^

but...gals tat around me are really having the same thinking wit me...
i dunno whether other gals tat not in my friendship circle r having the same thinking wit me onot..??
but...at least...gal tat surrounding me..is.. yessss...!!
hehe...^^


okie....done....end of my post here...
remember...no offend....ok..??

anyway....anything tat u felt not happy or anything u wanna to add on...u can leave me a comment...

i believe sum of my frens sure thinking tat...m i too free...??
so...u might oso can leave me a comment to ask..."m i too free..??"
hehe...^^

new style of k singing

haha...^^
tis is really fun...
today went to greenbox wit wah wah, wai wai n syeet yeng...after film study cls...

b4 sy went back...everything is so so normal..
but....once syeet yeng went back...
we start using different style to sing all the song...

at last...we start to play wit all de harmony...
im incharge of singing the high key n high harmony part....cos..my voice is very high pitch
haha...^^

wai wai sing for the normal 1....
n
wah wah sing for the low key n low harmony...

it was so so so fun..
haha...^^
we hv to think bout...where we should add tis kind of sound effect...which part should going up or going down...

actually...we are not professional....
sumtime...the song might heard very nice...but sumtime it might heard so weird...n sumtime..it was not match at all
haha...^^

hey...u think it is easy...??
no lol...it was not easy...
we hv to pay attention on the part tat we nid to sing...
we nid to noe the song well....
each of us oso have to noe how to read each mind as well....

enjoy it very much....
summore...no 1 will laugh on us..cos...we all are best fren.... we jus enjoy the fun...haha....^^
so sad tat syeet yeng went back early...she miss the fun part... always the fun part will b at the last...^^

after tat...we get another 1/2 n hour free to sing in the capsule...
actually...it jus free for 1/2 n hour...but dunno ...it extend to 1 n half hour....
hehe...^^
another 1 hour free for us to sing summore...

after dinner...wai wai fetch me back...

really enjoy the day.....n...tis might b a boring post oso....i din attach any photo here...cos...they r no 1 taking picture as well...we jus enjoy the singing process....^^

yea...at last..had to announce here...
we hv named our group as...."和音小妹妹"!!
haha...^^
although it was abit...''Mmmm''....but....''Mmmm''

soli daddy....i dint meant to hurt u....

对不起爸爸！！我不想伤害你的。。。
我这个做女儿的，竟然伤害了爸爸！！

刚刚，弟弟在玩着on9 game。。。而，我哥就不让我上网！！
他担心我一上网就会影响他的线！！

从以前，我就对他们说过，如果因为game。。。所有东西我都不会迁就！！
我一直都不赞成他们下载任何game存在电脑里。。。因为以我哥哥的性格"game大过天"！！
因为现在我有属于自己的电脑，他要对他那架脑做什么我都不管了！！

所以，即使刚才他阻止我，我还是很野蛮地要上网！！
结果他把我的cable给拔出来！！

他×的！！你会拔我不会拔啊！！
结果，弟弟玩到一半的游戏给我终止了！！

口角就从这里开始了！！

最后哥哥还提到钱！！
爸爸就开始介入了。。。

@#（×&％。。。我那废材哥哥还要顶撞我爸，说什么astro钱他出的，streamyx钱他出一半！！

屁股。。。这很伟大吗？？

一个月4-5千的薪水。。。你问心，你给多少家里！！
就那RM135。。？？十巴仙都不到的付出！！

其实，你几乎一分钱都没有给！！
家丑不外扬。。。太多东西我们都帮你瞒着，你自己心知！！
你自己对这个家做过什么，你自己最清楚！！

问心。。。爸爸妈妈培养到你酱大。。。你对他们做过什么？？
什么都没有，是什么都没有啊！！
你而且还要一而再，再而三的伤害家里人！！


为什么你还要出言伤害他哦！！
他是世界上对你最好的人！！
他是世界上独一无二的爸爸！！
他是世界上一直维护你这废柴的好爸爸！！
为什么你那么狠心伤害我们的爸爸！！

你的一句话，足以伤了他整颗心！！


对不起，爸爸！！
是我一时的野蛮，捏造了这个结局！！

对不起，爸爸！！
是我的软弱，保护不了你！！

对不起，爸爸！！
是我的冲动，引起了这口角！！

对不起，爸爸！！

complaint complaint~~MOT~~birthday party

complaint complaint

lol....wat happen wit my uni...
stupid UCSI...we paid so many...but ur air cond is not function...??
i dunno wat happen la...
the whole uni is damn hot...
thn...it is very stuffy summore...
so suffer to stay in uni...
howcome UCSI so stupid de....wat happen to the air conditional...
can any1 tell me...if i wanna to complaint...where can i complain to...??

MOT

ok...toady MOT is oso stuffy...dun wan talk bout the air conditional thingy..

today in tis cls...the lecturer lk to use those complicated sentence...

you are what you are

you are where you are

by what goes into your mind

you can change to what you are

you can change to where you are

by changing what goes into your mind

so...u guys understand tis...??

is sumting lk i post in my previous post...

you are what when you are doin sumting else....

sumting lk...wat u do...will influence ur life...

another is...

today is tommorrow you need to worry about yesterday...

okie...i not really understand tis phrase talking about...

Mmmm....

i jus noe...is a sentence to encourage us to do well in everything ,at anywhere,in anytime

to interpret deeply...Mmm...dunno...

haha...^^

Birthday party

after all the classesend ...we having a very simple birthday party to leon n xin yee...

anyway....

happy birthday my dear dear xin yee n leon...

yea....btw...b4 i end my day....syeet yeng told me sumting tat make me very touching...

haha...^^

frens...if u wanna to noe wat syeet yeng tell me....ask me personally...

hehe...^^

thanks syeet yeng...

a blog for nicol~~soli to nicol

tis few day...i really lost myself...
n...i hv done sumting tat really very soli to myself..
i really wanna to say soli to myself...soli nicol fong lai kuan

{{ok..when i saying bout im soli to myself...sure got sum1 think bout '1 nite stand' thingy rite...?
but...tat is NOT...ok...??
frens...dun think too much...}}

i dunno wat was happening to me....
i jus mess up wit myself...
i noe i hv to take the responsibility to myself as well..
i cant blame any1...
who i can blame to......is myself...
it all caused by my stupidity...

i oso get scared on wat im doin...
i cry...i cry for few days of my stupidity....
thn....wat use...?? no 1 will pity to u~nicol fong...
do u noe...no 1 will care bout u...no 1 will sympathy to u on wat u doin...

since...i m so confusing wit myself..
at last...i sort out wit sum solution...
i wanna change my life..
my life is in my hand...its control by the owner itself...
so...wat i did to it...the life will goes to wat i did...!!

at least...today i hv a more stable thinking in my mind...
i hv decide to take 5 subject in tis sem..(actually i wanna take 6, but my senior advice not to do tat)
i will join for NSQKL committee member too...(will go for training in next month)

may b....busyness can make myself felt comfortable with my life....
i still considering in taking 6 subject or 5 subject now...

thanks god....thanks for u clear my mind today...
letting me to hv sum clear mind to think of wat i can do...
anyway...thanks to sum of my frens tat accompany for tis few days as well..
although u all not really noe wat was happening to me...
but...thanks for accompany in tis few days...

i still worry bout my felling n thinking....they definitely will keep changing...
recently i am not in a very stable mood n feeling...

anyway....nicol...pls b tough...ok..??
although if there r no 1 beside wit u...although if u r alone...u oso hv to b tough...
u r not allow to give up....
k...??

soli nicol fong lai kuan....

ssla end sem trip~~Port Dickson

tis is the ssla end sem trip...
we went to PD...
hehe...^^
tis is definitely a memorable trip ...
i miss it so much...
i miss the sky...miss the sea... miss the view of PD...
i was so damn missing there......

in the first day night...we had bbq at the sea side....

here is the ssla ppl

(frm left) max, wee nee, bala, conrad,jessie, nicol, navid

ok...tis fella named IMAN...

he was a pose-ser..

he can pose at anywhere, anytime with anything...

even all of us is tired lk hell...he still can pose to capt photo..

he is so cute...

haha...^^

wat was happening with tis photo....??

navid n iman trying to get back the frispy tat fly up to the roof....

jessie (ssla president) n wilson

the second day...

we went up to the light hse...

it was so suffer...it was tiring to climb up to here....

n...there was alot of mosquito stung at me...

damn itchy...

hehe...^^

woohoo...but...the view here is so freaking nice...!!

tis was the light hse...

the view of the sea....

we stay for a while at tis place to enjoy the wind n view...

bala,wilson n navid r keep spending time at here to capt photo wit their dslr...

hehe...^^

haha...tis is cant even c the skyline clearly...

it was so nice....

standing at there is abit scary...

it was so high...

but....i can look at the view clearly n enjoy the wind...

it was cool man...

btw...frm tis angle to took my photo....

i look so tall...n my leg is so long too...

i like it...

haha..^^

after that...

we went back wit using another alternative road...

which is using the road tat pass through the jungle...

in sumwhere of it...

we found tat there r a junction for us to choose...

but...we hv pick a wrong way...

sumhw...bcos of we had pick the wrong way...

we get to go sumwhere tat unpredicted...

we found another beach here....

the beach here is so beautiful....

there r alot of coral here...

however...i dint really get myself to enjoy the view here...

cos...i was so freaking tired of climbing up n down in the jungle...

c....told ya rite...iman really can pose at everywhere n everytime..

eventhough we all r tired lk hell...

haha...^^

haha....^^

we r acting tat we r riding on a bike....

if i not mistaken...tat time the radio is playing Jason Mraz-Im Yours

we following the beat of the music..n...riding the bike...

so childish isit..???

haha...^^

tis is the resort tat we live in....

it named as ILHAM...

the resort is so nice...

n...the room tat we staying is so big n cheap as well....

haha...^^

really miss the trip...

i miss it so so so much....

n the photo on the top is taken by wilson n edited by him too...

yea...

there was another thing tat very interesting i forgot to tell...

at tat night it self...

i mean after bbq tat nite...

we hv play a card game~~is sumting of love testing thingy...

iman using the poker card to tell out wat was happening surronding us...

is bout one's love life....

i hv played 2 time...

the first time i din think bout any1...but...the interpret of iman was damn cun...

in the second time...i think bout tat guys(the guy which had interpret by iman in the first game)

tis time...it come out another story...

but tis story...is happening on me recently too..

it was so damn cun lol...

godness...i oso dunno hw was it make it...

frm both of the interpretation, i oso get a very bad result...

so...frm tis trip...i had decide not to get in any relationship in tis year...

since...tis yr is not a good yr for dragon gal to get a bf...

tis was telling by those 'feng shui' thingy...

feeling of first time clubbing

ok...wat i wanna to blog today is bout my first feeling of clubbin..
yea...last few day...i had follow a bunch of fren went to poppy...
n tis is my first time went to club...

Mmmm....how was it...??
i jus can say...it was...jus 'lk tat lol'..
haha...^^

it jus a place for us to get sum relaxation...
it jus a place to dance n drink...
ntg special...

of course...they r sum horny guys tat try to molest gals as well...especially at the dance floor...
haha...^^

okie...jus tat all...ntg special....

Mmm...btw...tat day i din get drunk (i guess)...jus felt abit dizzy onli...
after i felt dizzy...i stop drinking...
n...actually...i jus drink few cups onli...
no skill rite..??
yea...i am no skill at all in drinking...cos...i really dunno hw to drink..(i mean liquor)
haha...^^

yea...club is jus another place for us to hv sum relaxation n fun..
is jus another place to let us get sum entertainment...

JOGOYA~~n~~mommy's birthday

JOGOYA

since teng ee having the coupun buy 1 free 1 for lunch in JOGOYA...

so...we r there today...

btw...it was limited for 2 hours onli....frm 11.30-1.30pm

but...so sad...we late for 1 hour....so...we jus left 1 hour time onli...

it all cos by the traffic jam....hate KL....always jam here jam there...

Mmm...food in there is not tat nice as wat i thought too...

n.... it was not tat special oso...

hehe...^^

summore...jus 1 hour buffet time onli...

not satisfied at all...

haih....

me n wah wah taking photo in the car...during the jam...

haha...^^
peik wai oso take...cos she beh tahan wit the traffic jam ady...
hehe...^^


at last...we in JOGOYA le....

Mmm...sum local food....
sum chinese food....
escargot(too many chesse le, since nicol dun lk cheese..so...i felt it was disgusting)

salmon....abalon(woohoo,tis is nice)...shark fins(normal lol)...sum sushi...

unagi..(not tat nice oso)


from left(nicol, peik wai, sook wah)





frm left( teng ee, shi man, pei chee)

eating unagi...not nice de...^^

wai wai n wah wah

california roll....^^

yeah....we all lk tis so much

espresso cream(if i not mistaken)

shi man n the lobster....

nicol n the lobster....

frankly speaking....not nice...it was too much sweet n sour sauce on the lobster...it caused de lobster lost it freshness...

the dessert...the green colour custard is nice too....

the choc tart wit strawberry jam...is....ermmmm not nice...

haha....another random photo....

hehe...^^

after having lunch...we went for window shoping in pavilion...

n i test tis shirt in vincci shop...

nice...??

it cost RM79

but...tis shirt is not my size ...

tis is L size...i should wear S size..

hehe...^^

Mommy's Birthday

today is my mommy birthday too...

but..we din celebrate for her today...

we will celebrate for her next week...

however...since...today was the actual date of her birthday...

so...i plan to gave her a surprise..

i bought sum J.CO doughnut as a birthday cake...

when mommy saw tis...

she so happy...

i noe...i noe she felt very happy n surprise...

haha...^^

when saw my mom look so happy...i oso been influenced...

jus a simple things tat i hv done can brought happiness to her...

haha...^^

anyway...happy birthday mommy...

bcos of economy problem...

ur daughter,me had broke...so...ur birthday present i will gave it to u soon...

brothers....dun tell mommy i will buy her a present soon...

n...my god brother-ah boy...u too...

sshhhhhh.....keep secret...!!

half dozen of doughnut to replace the birthday cake...

hehe...^^

lk wat i hv done in my previous assignment for PR subject...

haha...^^ my dadi kiss my mommy..

my younger brother turn.....

n now.....is my turn....haha...^^

mommy making wish.....

22/4~LUCKY i love u~~~23/4~a gift from my student..

ok....lets me tell wat happen in tis 2 days....


22/4....i brought LUCKY to vet....

wat happen wit LUCKY again...??
i oso dunno....doctor oso dunno....
so sad rite...??

i jus noe...LUCKY digestive system is not so good..
watever he ate....he will vomit...
since the day LUCKY get a serious sickness...
everytime LUCKY ate too much of food....(actually is not tat much if compare wit the past,during LUCKY healthy....)

i quite worry bout LUCKY now...
i scare...he will leave me...
another 1 of my love will leave me again...
i will get mad....if he leave me now....

LUCKY had promise me...he will stay wit me until i graduate in UCSI...till i finish my bachelor in UCSI...
if he can stay longer...of course is the best la...
but....he must...i mean MUST...stay wit me till im graduate...

i LOVE him very much...plss dun leave me...
i noe LUCKY baby u love me too....


tat day...the doctor gave me 3 type of medicine for LUCKY...
~ubat cacing~
~aastrolan~(to stop vomit)
~vitamin~(i oso dunno wat vitamin)
n doctor told me...jus force my dog to drink more water...


during i feed medicine to him......of course he din lk...thn...he bite me....
i noe LUCKY dun wish to do tat to me...he jus hate tos medicine onli....
the place tat bitten by LUCKY...now is abit swell n it was abit blue black oso...






anyway....i jus hope lucky can get well soon....

here sum cute photo of LUCKY 2 show u guys....

23/4~~my student-elain gave me a gift....

haha....^^

she say...is the birthday present for me..

haha....^^

so touching rite..??

i jus taught her for 6 classes onli....

haha....^^

thanks alot elain tan...

but....wat i hope to get from u...is.....ur improvement in ur study....

haha...^^

anyway....thanks gal....

u r so cute....

i m so happy to teaching in tis new company.....^^

tis is the gift given by elain tan.....a pikaciu teddy bear n 2 sweets wit written 'gong xi fa cai'...

haha...^^