CNY holidays4

~~Day 5~~wrap flower for ssla & 探索人生

spend day 5 for ssla le...

early in the morning....yao phang fetch me go petaling street buy all tis roses....

20 red roses-- rm16

1 bouquet of purple flower--rm9

wrapping paper-- rm 7.5

cotton--rm5.8

total.....(lazy to count)

very sui lol...20 flowers jus 8 flowers is nice 1 lol...

the flower shop very bad...

they hide all the withered flower inside...

so...whn we bought tat time we dunno those roses hv withered up...

bad business ppl....

after bought those roses...since there r still early for yao phang to back to campus...

so...we went to 'tian hou gong' for pray pray...hehe...^^

quite lot ppl de...

thn thn...noon tat time...i went back home to wrap all these flower....

haha...^^

c...nice anot..??

pro anot..??

i wrap de leh....

first time wrap flower..without any1 teaching o....

so happy la...im so so so geng de o...haha...^^

hope to receive flower leh...

i jus receive 1 time onli....n it given by sum1 tat not my love 1...haih...hehe...^^

last time im always told my bf dun waste money on buying flower for me...

but...actually...i hope he can give me flower de leh..

haha...^^

gal is lk tat de la...口是心非...haha...^^

Mmm...almost valentine's day le...

tis year valentine's day..i will b alone le...

long time din enjoy single life le la...

haih...talk back my flower....

i wrap tis flower for 2 hour le...

haha...^^

summore o....clumpsy nicol wrap tis flower until my hand bleeding i oso no feel leh...

till now...i oso dunno whn i cut my finger..haha...^^

not onli lk tat...

whn i wrapping those flower tat time...

i suddenly tasted blood taste in my mouth...

thn...i onli realize tat...i hv bitten my mouth till bleeding leh...

so clumpsy isit...??

haha...^^

OMG...nicol ar nicol..stupid~~clumpsy~~

好了，这里要用华语写！
晚上时，我跟了一个朋友去喝茶！！

我这时才发觉我的生活好好好单纯噢！！

到底为什么会这样的呢？？
为什么真的会有这种人在这世界里呢？？
一直都以为只有电影里才有的！！没想到我身边也有这种人的！！
他们的生活。。。我不会形容！！

他们跟我根本就是两个世界的！！

一直都有在听到他的事情的！！
不过，今天总算知道了！！
虽然，也只是纯粹听他们的对话而已！不过，足以让我看见你们的世界了咯！！

其实，不是你们坏！！
真的！！
这个是属于你们的世界！！
跟我的世界拥有太大的出入了！！
所以。。。。我不会用我的观点去评你们的世界是好还是坏？！

你们享受那样子的世界是没有问题的！！
只是大家的观点不一样！！
就好像。。。有些人接受得了同性恋，有些人却觉得太恶心了！！

如果要我接受这样的世界，真的不可能！！
不过，当你们的朋友，我倒ok噢！！
因为。。我还是相信你们不会害我的！！嘻嘻。。。^^

CNY holidays 3

Day 4~~ go where liao leh..??

Mmmm...
go genting le...
haha...^^
go wit my fren-ahboy..
so surprise lol...
he suddenly said tat we go genting ..
haha....^^

tat day is damn jam la....so...we park the car near by ria apartment there...
n we climb up....
climb up tat time is very ok for me...but abit tired la..
but...when we walking down tat time...my leg so pain leh...
cos im wearing high heel....
yo...i scare my lovely high heel cannot bear for it la...
sad sad...

Mmm...thn thn...we play lucky spinning wheel...
haha..^^
im look so childish o....
cos...im hope i can get tat big prize...cos big prize is a teddy bear....
but....i hv no luck at all..
always jus get 10 point onli...haih...
but...ah boy very lucky neh...
the second time he spin... he got the big prize le..
haha..^^

so happy la...
i look so childish tat time..
im too happy le...haha...^^
thn...he gave me tat bear bear lol...hehe...^^

after tat we having our lunch--KFC..
thn....we jus lepak lepak at genting lol...
thn went back lol...

the whole day im in a happy mood....
haha...^^
may b...is tat bear...haha...^^

i like tat bear so so so much....
although we hv using rm 20 to get tat bear...
but is happy la...

may b sum of u guys might think tat is not worth for it...
but...is different la...the mood of u buy the bear & u won the bear...is totally diff...
haha...^^

haha...^^jus a bear...i can happy for whole day...haha...^^
nice nice.....im too easy to felt satisfied le...
haha...^^

CNY holidays 2

cny 2nd day n 3rd day beside from visit relative....
thn....jus watch movie lol....ntg special...

2nd day ~~i watch 'underworld 3' wit my fren-ah boy...
hehe...^^
quite nice la...
jus felt tat...those vampire so stupid lol...
haha...^^

3rd day~~watch 'all well end well' wit my family...wit my mama,bro,grandma,5 cousins,aunt n uncle...
Mmm....funny la...is a comedy...
but..it langsung not related wit CNY o...
quite weird de....
hehe...^^
overall...not bad la...haha...^^

thn thn thn...
ntg le lol...
haha...^^

CNY holidays 1

1st day of new year.....
we went to dong chan temple le...

y was my father n brother staring each other ar..??

wow....everybody look so syok de...??

haha.....my brother ar......

mama n nicol

cant c anything isit...??

after zooooommmmm.....

can c le ba...??

mama...grandma....baba

dun litter o....if not....buddha wont bless u de o....

stupid brother act ghost...

a leng lui act guan yin....

guan yin guan yin....

c...my mother very take care of my grandma o ..

'xu yuan shu'...too many ppl le...cant make wish lol

wa...my father so man o....

brother n mother...

i cant push tis thing up la....haih....

mother oso cant push tis thing up la....

my strong strong father...

wow...so nice de photo.....

my lovely parents......c....my mother smile till very cute leh...hehe...^^

big cow cow...but....firstly..i tot it was a dog leh....hehe...^^
dun u guys think tat it look like a dog..??

new year...new life....

wow~~wow~~
新年快乐噢！！
2008年发生了太多太多不愉快的东西了！！
学校的，学会的，朋友的，家庭的，爱情的。。。。
实在太多太多太多了啦！！
所以啊。。。我要趁这个新年的借口抛开它们噢！！


今天听雨扬老师的节目说到，我们不可以把不开心的东西带着一起过新年的。。。这样的话，我们会把好运气给赶走的！！
嘻嘻。。。^^
所以啊。。。一定要忘掉‘它们’咯！！

不管什么都好啦！！好好让自己过这个15天！！
嘻嘻...^^
所以。。。。。让我在这里make 3 个wish先。。。。。。

1) 我希望我能。。。。。。。。。
2)我希望我能。。。。。。。。
3)我希望我会。。。。。

哈哈。。。。。无聊！！

其实，写这篇东西最重要的是想跟大家讲。。。抛开你们不开心的东西,去迎接最新的一年！！
throw away all ur sadness, annoyed problem in 2008...to invite the coming of 2009....

真的真的，我觉得雨扬老师说得对的！！

带着不开心去过年，只会让你的运气减低！！

就算你有超人的好好运气都被你的烦恼给吓走啦！！

so so.....
你们要快乐噢！！

......HAPPY NEW YEAR.....

empty...... empty..........

my heart is felt empty....
no matter how im fill up my life
my life still felt empty....


since i broke up wit him.....
my heart like missing sumting....
i hv bought alot alot alot of new year shirt...
but....i felt not satisfied too...

i dunno y....really dunno y....??
i jus felt like not enuf, not enuf, n not enuf....
im trying to make myself busy....to fill my heart...
but...my heart still empty....
btw...actually....
nicol's body cannot tahan ady...im quite tired ady....
everyday....felt tat my body has no more energy....no more spirit....felt sleepy...


i m asking my self....isit all bcos of my ex...??
isit all bcos of im jus broke...??
i dunno....
but...the thing tat i noe is....i hv decided to leave tis relation away....
i will never never never b together wit him anymore...
not bcos of i hate him....is bcos of i dun wan to let de same sadness to repeat...
my mine is very clear bout wat was happening now...

nicol love to be protected....
may b...now....im...
less of sum 1 tat can protect me...
less of sum 1 tat can let me to release my feeling...
less of sum 1 tat can let me release bad mood....
less of sum 1 tat can talk wit me...
less of sum 1 tat manja me....
less of sum 1 tat sayang me....
less of sum 1 tat always care of me...
less of sum 1 tat can share all my stuff...

so...may b....of tis.....i felt empty gua...??
yes anot leh...?? i oso dunno leh...^^ hehe...^^

may b bcos of tis...my mood change very constantly....
tis few day i really very moody...
haih....
is bcos of im too tired la..??or..........(dunno wat)hehe....^^

now......sum of u might think tat....im sure very sad now.... isit...??
actually....im not o....
im quite peace ,quite quiet leh....hehe.....^^

guo lin birthday-moddy day....

really hv to say soli here....

nicol really felt soli to all of u guys....

today is guo lin birthday....

we celebrate his birthday in neway...

dunno y....when they singing ' chi xin jue dui' tat time....
i suddenly cry...

i dunno...

i dunno.....y i cry...??

i really dunnooooooo....jus very sudden…

i dunno wat im thinking of.....

so weird isit...??

haha....^^

may b....too stress gua....

after tat...we go shopping again....

i bought a shirt in nichii shop....

so cheap o....its jus cost me rm35.90....

but...it quite sexy o....hehe....^^
dunno I dare to wear it anot…..??

make a wish...make a wish....

1~2~blow......

haha...hiding de candle into the cake....



wen...n me....!wen...y cover ur mouth..??

OMG....so gay la.....



y im look so sleepy de..??

me n wen jin.....we r wearing the same shirt...haha...^^




loong loong n ah yuen....black n white match

c....which finger tat model using.....haha...^^

can c it clearly ma...??

thn…thn…thn….
Wen jin bring us to eat barbeque dinner….
Those food is nice o…
Hehe….^^
But…spicy…..especially the vege….
hehe ..^^

dinner time lu....

oooo....lala...lala...

you char guai

you char guai wit kaya....

tom yum soup....nice neh.....

curry sotong...tis is not spicy....but...very very nice.....i like tis

After dinner….they told me follow them to cc…

cos…they wanna dota…
I hv no choice…
cos…if im not follow….i hv no transport to went back home…
is damn sien……..
I hate….
I hate the environment in there….
Is too noisy….
Make me felt uncomfortable…


Tat time when they r fetching me back…
I langsung no mood…
I din felt like wanna to talk wit them…
May b of the environment…make me felt annoyed…
Tat time when my lao gong talk to me…even touch me…I oso dun let…
I felt wanna to ‘………………’ him….

when I bath tat time…I cry again….
After bath…I cry again……
I believe…I will cry later when I sleep tat time…
Once im cry…if im not enuf crying…it will b like tat….kept crying in diff time…

Today Im so moody la….soli…guo lin…
I hv never like tat 1…
Tis is the 1st time I show moody mood to my frens…
Dunno y…??m I changing…??

Anyway…tis is a happy day oso…
Jus my mood spoil my day….
Haih…..
n…
happy birthday to guo lin….