a mail tat i keep for 2 month

jus now...i read a mail...tat hv stay in my mail box for more than 2 month time ady...
but...bcos of...tat mail is too long....n i was so lazy to read it...so...i end it up wit...jus leaving at there.....

till jus now...my fren called me...n i hv argued with him cos im not reading his mail....
so...i read it....jus now...

b4 end of the strory....i cried....
yes...the story is touching...
but...i hv cried for half n hour....

y...?? y i cried..?? summore cried for half n hour...
the story is so similar.....so similar wit me....
so similar wit my previous story....(part of it la)

the story talk bout....a husband who din hv any achivement in his life...
n wat her husband having is--a heart....a heart tat full of his love toward to his wife...

the wife...get to noe another man who is more powerful...
the wife left her husband....n get together wit tat man....

at last....the story ended up wit...the husband die bcos of saving her...n...she is very regret on wat she had done...
but.... everything is too late for regret...

tis story had touching my internal part of my heart....
summore...me my self r dunno wat was happening oso...
anyway....i oso dunno anyway for wat...??

my mind is still blur now....
anyway....is time for me to do sumting meaningful...to wiser myself... instead of...everyday...do ntg...thinking sumting pass....

hope...i can found sumting for me to do......


btw....i wanna to say tat....
yesterday...my mom ask me to get a bf....
is not asked directly la....is jus lk...giving me a hint....( i guess)

she say tat...she is so worried me...
since i din hv a bf....i lk suka suka go here n there....
i lk get too many freedom....
haha....^^

last time...i hv a bf...she dun lk...
now...she urge me to get a bf...so....??
haih....y so lame.....!!!!!!!

but...ma....not ec to get a bf la...
not u say wan a bf...thn i nid to show u a bf la..
haha....^^
i was so scare wit the feeling of broken up wit sum1...
i fed up wit tat feeling ady....totally fed up....
if i really wanna to get in a relation....i hope tat...it was the long lasting 1....i meant is lk....FOREVER ....no more any heart broken will happened.....

yea....hehe....^^