break le...

i break wit him le...
i m de 1 who say out wan to break...
although tis word is come out from me...
but i felt sad...

when my fren heard tis...they cant even believe...
i hv told my mom tis...tis is the first time i talk my love life to my family..
last time..i never never told them bout my love life...
i cry infront of my mom...

both of us r not accustome at tis moment...
i felt tat sumting hv missing in my life...
i felt empty...
tis few day he still reporting to me wat he done ...

i felt alone now...
every night i cant sleep well...
im not accustome the life without him...
we hv together for 1 n half year le...
tis 1 n half year...
every day he accompany...
everyday he talk with me...
everyweekend i shopping wit him...

i felt wan to call him...but....
i felt wan to sms him...but....

actually...he treat me very good...
he very love me... he very manja me..he very sayang me...
but...i cant bear him anymore...
everything i hv to take care for him...
even his salary, his job, his family problem.....
y he cant take care him self...??
y...?? y i choose to break...??
i dunno i will regret anot....??
but...everything have......



tis is me n my bf(bernard siow chok wei)...we capture tis photo at genting