the god is fooling me in april fool...

today....im having a persentation at 8am cls...
i hv set the alarm at 6.30am & 6.45am...but....i miss both of it....

at 8.10am....my fon rang....
once i heard the fon rang....i noe wat was happening ady....
sook wah call me...
she ask me...where m i....??
oh...shit....!! i told her im late.....OMG......
i scream....n i shout my mom to woke up...
thn i went in to the wash room to brush my teeth....
i din even wash my face...i jus apply sum water on my face n ran back to my room....i dressed up my formal dress...thn i urge my mom to fetch me to uni...

jus in 5 minit time....i settle all my thing...
normally....im using 1 n half hour which is 90 minit to ready myself... today...jus 5 minit....jus 5 minit....

bcos of...jus 5 minit...
i forgot to wear my contact lens n i din even bring my spec to uni oso...
so....my world is so blur...
hehe....^^

gosh.....
nicol r damn flusteration la....
haih....

when reach to the cls...
i cant find my groupmate...i not dare to walk....i stand at the corner...n i call sook wah bring me to their place...
cos...i really cant c.....every1 faces r blur....

wat so lame is...joseph tot tat im fooling him...
he tot tat....im kidding wit him bcos today is april fool...
lol...
haih....

so...u all wanna to noe hw was my presentation...??
i can told u....
it was very very worst....
the most worst presentation tat i ever done in my life time.....

the lesson tat i had learn is...
no matter how well prepared tat u done...
ur nervous will spoil all ur thing....

without eye contact....i cannot do a well presentation....
without eye contact...i m more nervous...
without eye contact....i lk no spirit to comunicate wit my audience...(cos i cant even look in their eye,i dunno hw was their respond)

as a conclusion...i end up wit a super duper hyper worst n nervous presentation...
so sad....
i hate myself